Laughs Out Loud

I really wanna start this post too with LOL..as I always do. But I m just not able to convince myself for writing tht. I don’t wanna lie to the readers of my blog. That is y I wont lie abt my current status of mood by writing LOL.

Ummm..ok so here I go..

Three most important thgs in my life at this point of time are:

a) university exams
b) abt him
c) the third thg

well..to tell u the truth abt the university exmas..lol…I m doing gr8 ..its amazing. Even I wonder how ? so basically, I m happy at this front.

now abt tht guy. God..i don’t knw y this is happening. I don’t knw y he is behaving this way. I don’t knw y he is doing all tht. And I m completely helpless. I cant do nethg abt it. We havnt talked for last 10 days. I m clueless abt whts going on in his mind. C , dint I tell u he is silly.

And now the third thg. Well…hmmmmm…it is more important than nethg else.much much more important than tht guy. This is onethg tht I have been wanting for last three long years. My each n every effort have been in this direction only. I don’t have words to explain how important it is to me and how badly I want it. Here again , I m totally helpless. I have done whatever I could do . now all I have to do and all I can do is to just wait n watch. I don’t care if tht guy doesn’t come back to me ..( I do , I do) but this is one thing without which I don’t think I will be able to survive.

I donno whr my life is going to?
But me not a stupid gal. I m not gonna think abt the things I cant do nethg abt. So I m just gonna chill out n study hard. C ya .LOL...