Laughs Out Loud

i was having lunch with my friends in one of my favourite restuarants. i was seeing them after so many days. i was dying to meet them . n when we were thr ..when it was D moment...i dont knw wht was with me. i wasnt able to concentrate on wht my frenz were talkin abt. i was lost in my own world. we were talkin abt really funny thgs n found it difficult to laugh with them. i was trying hard to pay attention to them . n was looking at watch continously. damn....i dont knw whts wrong with me. i was thinkin n missing smthg thts of no use. totally worthless.
m i going insane?

i cud realize wht was happening around, but i wasnt able to open my eyes. my mind..oh it was workin at 4-5 different levels, simultaneously. i cud hear the voices around me tht was nothin more than cacophony to me. i was alive but still in a different world. i tried hard but cudnt open my eyes. my head was spining. i tried to get up but was unable to move even my finger. i wanted to speak but wasnt sure if i was actually speaking or tht was just in my mind. i was having deja vu and was in the real world at the same time. my head was spinning n i was having a feeling of being in four five different worlds at the altogether. the feelin was amazing . i wanted to be in tht moment . just like tht . it was more delightful than nethg else.
lol..it was nothing else but anaesthesia .....

now i knw y do ppl fall fr addiction causing drugs.

thank u .. u hv played quite an important role in my life ( okay ....by life i mean last 6-7 months). besides dominating my thought thr r many othr thgs tht u hv done fr me. u introduced me to a totally different world. a wolrd whr i hd no identity. a world tht gave me a whole new different life. i was going mad. i was on a verge of losing all sanity. ...thr came november ( sweet novemeber) n along came u. u changed the way i used to think. u made me dream big. u made me realize tht big thgs can happen. u made me fall in love. u made me regain my self confidence n hence my life. i had lost hope n fun . the sense of humour tht ppl love today was long lost. i was so diff, reserved, conservative n innocent. but u showed me the real n today's world.

i m sorry tht i cud never return u wht u deserved. my introvert nature left me all alone. i never told u wht place u had in my life . infact always tried to hide it frm u . i knw we cud hv smthg even more special . but .....neways its all part of my past now.


LOL..But its a small world. n m lookin forward to take our relationship to the next level.

Lolz…

My cousin was here frm kolkata. He has just completed his MBA and is goin to join soon. We had clicked some fab pics frm his mobile. Lol…I had nokia pc suite installed in my laptop. So we decided to upload the pics to my laptop. God ..i don’t knw wht he( my cousin) did with tht. All his pics got uploaded to my pc. His contacts , his private messages, private pics..just each n everythg. Oh …damn…everythg. He was so tensed and scared and I could not help laughing. And all of a sudden I realised tht wht if some of my files were got downloaded to his cell.
Omg….tht was it . both of us started checking each others devices. I was checking his mobile and he was busy deleting his private files. Neways….after wasting like an hour or so…thgs got back to normal and …we lived happily ever after.
LOL…

Lol….i always used to think tht I m a very girly girly girl. But , no , I was so wrong. I dint have any idea tht to wht extent girls can go to look beautiful and lean and thin and sexy and sweet and ..oh my God….. wht not.

I was all set to join the swimming classes. I had even gone to the club to register my name for tht and everythg was goin just perfect. Then I don’t knw wht went wrong to me and I told abt my plans to one of my frenz called Neha. And she went hysterical the moment she came to knw all tht.
‘ are u crazy…..????? pagal..do u have ne idea wht will happen to ur skin. Sun-tan toh hatega bhi nahin..’
‘really…????’
‘nahin toh kya’
‘hmm…right yaar. Maine toh socha hi nahin tha.’
‘I wud love to join u thr..but srsly Chirag (her boyfriend) would never allow me to do tht. see, I hv put on some weight and I cant afford to look tanned now. No ways.’
‘Arre nahin..even I won’t join. I find music much more safer. I wud go for tht, for sure.’

Lol…

Lol……

‘hey bhagwaan ..!! yeh kya kar liya ? do u have any idea how bad is tht looking? ’ mom said when she saw my newly highlighted hair. Oh I was so excited abt my hair color. And believe me moment she said tht….no no… if u r thinking tht it ruined my spirit ..then u r wrong…the moment she said tht …I could not help but laugh. She was behaving like a typical mom (for a change). My mom is really KEWL (cool). I still remember tht when I was in school and wanted to buy salwar kameez like all of my frenz, how she had bluntly refused saying ‘ abhi se aunty ban jao. U have ur entire life to wrap urself in such things called sarees and salwar kameez.’ Lol….hmmm..i had to follow her and as a result even today I cant manage( carry off) my dupatta properly whenever I dress in such outfits.

Neways …back to my newly highlighted hair. Well…it had been two yrs since i have highlighted my hair last time. Last time it was burgundy , which is quite suitable to indian skin. But ..ha ha..this time its different. Mom was looking really worried as she kept reiterating ‘achhe khaase baalon ki raid peet di ’ . oh! I love her.

And if u r thinking wht my dad had to say , lemme tell u this. My dad is another kewl personality. He dint even react to it. Not even fr once. Yeah and after 4 days ..while the two of us were just talking casually and I was telling him abt my stupid friend’s story , all of a sudden he said ‘ummm…by the way, mujhe tera yeh hair color achha nahin laga.’’ ..ha ha ha …and another session of laughter followed.

And then I met Rahul, one of my very close frenz. U shud have seen the way he reacted. He cud not look into my eyes directly. His eyes were giving one of the best example of to-and-fro motion. 1 second in my eyes and 3 seconds at my hair. Lol…it was fun.

But to tell u the truth, I like my hair. I really don’t care if looks good or bad .this was wht I wanted to do. I did smthg whr my heart was. And it feels gr8.

lol....
here i go.....

why i have not been posting blogs as often as i used to do before. well...the biggest reason wasnt the one tht i have mentioned in my previous blog( i.e. lack of time). infact, i was feeling ..uummmm..i dont knw. all of a sudden i had started to feel a bit weird. a bit weird abt discussing my personal life here. i felt as if i was asking fr people's suggestions. ...i felt...as if i m disclosing my 'personal' thoughts to everyone. as if i was divulging each n everthg abt myself tht is supposed to be 'personal'.

that was the biggest reason why i started writing abt cricket and celebs ( omG..i cant help but wonder wht made me do tht) ...

...( ok..u can continue reading if u still have interest to knw abt my silly thoughts)....

but tonite...i was just searching fr some info about smthg..( lol...look at the way i m writing..i m still not being honest to my blog n its readers..but i m sure it wud come with time and experience). yeah so i was searching fr this thg on google and ran into an amazing blog...oh..!!!! it was lovely ...i just loved it. it actually made me laugh out loud....and it was then tht i realized tht wht was i doin. no, i cant spoil my blog by writing abt celebs n cricket. puuhhleezz no..not ne more. not ne longer. i dont knw if this feeling is momentary or not but ..i feel like a bit relaxed .