Laughs Out Loud

I remember how I wished to get rid frm exams, tests and everythg which involved study . how I ws longing to have gr8, long and fun vacations , tht lasted fr two-three months. But look at me now . man is a weird species. He is never happy and satisfied with wht he gets. Atleast I hv realised tht I m never happy with nethg. Whtvr I get I want more and better of it. Always in search of smthg or the other .
These vacations hv spoiled me completely . I hv got nothing much to look forward to . hv got nothing much to do but to allow myself to succumb to boredomHv slipped into a liesure mode whr I do nothing but silly idiotic things. . Thr is no motivation. Most shockingly I feel my passion and undying love fr books is dying. Tried a lot to save it but all in vain. Started many books bt cud nt finish with most them. I find everythg boring. My attitude towards everythg hs changed. Evils like procrastination and arrogance hv found a room in me. At one momenti m livng in the wonderland and in another second I m crying & kicking and cursing holidays. Its nt tht I hv got no aims and no goal..but I don’t find myself willing to do nethg in tht direction. Thr is simply no motivation. I m one of those ppl who always draw inspiration n motivation frm external sources and I hv failed to find nethg as such in recent times. To my surprise I m writing nothing f rmy blog. Its very seldom I visit my blog. Again thts coz of fewer number visitors. Many important thgs have happened. Esp some missions are accomplished tht I hd set yrs ago. but now don’t feel like putting them down in writing. God..

I cant wait fr the classes to get started.

LOL..

Gosh ..i cant believe it. could never realize b4 tht in my 20 yrs of life i have never seen asli ki fair n lovely creame.

a cousin of mine is getting married( its an arranged marriage ). her mom called up my mom to talk abt smthg very serious ( as she told me on the phone). after sometym i asked my mom if everythg was alrite thr ...she nodded and said tht the bride's mom in going crazy these days...asusual. as the bride has gt nothing to do but her beauty care. reason...well...her wud be has told her to use fair n lovely , coz its a question of his pride to bring a beautiful n lovely wife. he feels inferior to his friends jz coz thr wives are comparitively more fair .

the guy himself looks ..ummm..ok-ok types. And my cousin says he loves her but the only thg he wants is a wife who is comparitively more fair than his frenz' wives.

the big fat indian weddings .

i cud never decide if i wanna do an arrange marriage or a love marriage. coz i hv always believed tht one cant really plan such thgs. but ...after seeing my cousin and her family going through all these wonderful experiences...thr is smthg tht has made me think abt it.

i love u ....i knw tht u knw tht.

its mother's day, n i feel really silly to choose this day to write abt u. but ..u knw how i m . i find it really difficult to express my feelings fr someone who is very close to me. such days sre smhow meant fr ppl like me .

thanx fr everythg.