Laughs Out Loud

he says he loves me. he also says tht i m very rude to him and consider him as an amusement instrument.
i dont knw if its true. thr is onething i m pretty sure abt, he is nt the one fr me. still LOVE spendin time vid him. i dont realize how time flies when i m vid him. we can to each other for 6 hrs straight and still dont feel bored. we talk sense, nonsense, logic, crap, abt religion, abt porn movies everythg. i can tell him everythg vidout any hesitation.

i feel the most important girl in the world when i m with him.

i can feel myself when i m with him. i dont have to pretend to be intelligent or attractive when i m with him. i m just myself when he is around. i can tell him very easily tht i hv never smoked but do wanna do tht once. we can go for a cozy feel good dinner and after tht i actually ask him to buy me a cigarrete. he does tht and then happens my first encounter with an almost 2 inches stick which i throw away jz after one puff. he keeps admiring me-coughing and going crazy -coz of the smoke in my lungs. he laughs at me and says '' i always tell u na ....u are a kid''
i knw its jz a fad. its not love but he is someone who sweeps me off my feet .
i have said no, but still we are together. m i actually playing with his emotions?
i dont knw. and i dont care as long as i m happy with the way things are going.

Ohhh.....!!!! MBA ....its an amazing course. its been jz 6 months here and i m a changed person. the course is defined so well tht it brings the true u outta u. u come to knw wht u like and wht u hate.
u come across 100s of people who totally r different frm u in some way or the other. u have grp activities, assignments, projects, and presentations. u see the people in ur grp are gud fr nothing. all of u think in different directions and they never understand wht u r trying to say. u hate them. u keep cursing them and the professors who selected u to be a team. still u try to be sweet and lovely to them jz to make sure tht they dont runaway. u arrange meetings and they never show up. they always keep giving excuses fr late comings and u put all the blame on them for poor performances (if any) and try to boast abt everythg that goes well.

huhh...finally i m learnin to work in a grp ...as a team member...!!!!