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After so many days I have succeeded in convincing myself to sit down n type. Since I havnt posted nethg fr last few days I think it will be better to give u a glimpse of wht did I do in these days. Thts y I m copying down some pages frm my personal diary here. I hope tht wud help in maintaining the coherency of events. So here I go...
24th march,o7
Well…well..well..well…Eeggzams are over. Believe me papers were just fab. And now I have full three months before me . hmmmm….Just wondering wht to do in holidays.
I have 4 options :
Join
a) swimming classes
b) music classes(vocal)
c) three job offers
d) welll…..this one is the most tempting one….doing nothing but just chill.
As usual I m never satisfied with one thg. So I think I will be going fr option (b) and (c).
lets see how it goes.
25thmarch,o7
lol…
Met my future batchmates at pagalguy.com. For those who hvnt understood , lemme clarify, I will be persuing my masters degree soon , the sessions for which will be starting frm june last week and pagalguy is a site fr crazy ppl who r burning thr nite lamp’s oil preparing for tht. I found people thr who will be in the same batch. Lolz..it was fun. All of us have joined the community of our batch at orkut and most of us have now been talking on orkut/ yahoo msngr/ gtalk. Some of them are kewl , while some are total crazy and others are very very formal. All of a sudden places like orkut, yahoo msngretc. Have become so formal tht I try and login in such late hrs when thr is less chances of ppl to be online . I knw this is crazy, but I feel tht way ……I don’t know y.
26th march,o7
lol…
Went to my first music class ever. Learning smthg abt classical music had always been a fantasy fr me since my very childhood. Never got a chance to turn this dream into reality though. Today was THE DAY. It was awesome. Amazing and I just cud nt stop smiling. I was feeling ecstatic. I realized tht this is wht I love v v much.
I wasn’t performing very well , but thts ok..who cares I joined these classes to learn. Ha ha ha ha ..need to write this tht my family members r now having headache 24x7. and thr fave line has become …
ab toh chup ho ja na yaar ( cmon just stop it now gal).
28th march, o7
Amazing…
I was wrong when I was thinking tht music is the only thg tht cud make me happy.
It was my first day in the bank and was just amazing. I m lovin’ it.
Life is beautiful.
I did not know that I would have to do a blog post on cricket again so soon.
Pakistan’s cricket coach Bob Woolmer passed away last night under lots of pressure. His team had lost to Ireland a day before yesterday and as a result they could not qualify for the next round of the world cup 2007. Needless to say , the scenario in Pakistan for cricket is not much different from India , where cricket is considered as a religion. Coach Woolmer had to face severe criticism by Pakistani media, ex cricketers and thousands of cricket fans. Also , sources have reported that he wasn’t having very congenial relationships with his team’s players. Not even professionally, let alone personal relationships. And the recent failure was a big big shock to all of them.
Everybody is dying to know what was the root cause of his death. The much awaited autopsy report is yet to be issued to the media.
But his sudden demise has raised a lot of questions. The question I want an answer to is - who is going to take up the job next.
It’s a blot on pak’s cricket history. Infact not only on pak’s but on the history of international cricket. Such a hype is created about such international events that people generally forget that this is just a game. And someone’s life is much more important than these petty victories and defeats, for sure.
I would like to say that taking the team under control and accepting the coach’s post is definitely going to be
HEROIC and
HERCULEAN act. Hats off to that guy in advance.
Each n every guy of the nation ( I mean except for some lukhkhas who thought they had got more important job to do than watching india palying its openeing match at the WORLD CUP 2007)……
Each n every guy is holding his breath …watching mesmerising Mandira Bedi uttering some illogical cricketing logic..( I don’t blame her..atleast she knows more than wht I knw abt cricket..ha ha ha ..atleast I think so…but srsly hats off to her for going palces in this men’s territory.)…okay okay….whr were we…
Yup…
Everybody is just ready to watch the match ..planning a perfect weekend ahead..but..lol…plane crashes..dreams get washed off without coming true…
Poor performance by the batsmen coupled with shocking lack of confidence. All the enthusiasm is gone n energy level goes done to –ves.
Wht happened? Wht went wrong?
Well. I believe thr is a very thin line between confindence n over confidence. And I fail to decide whether it was our lack of confidence or over confidence while making strategy against Bangladesh. One more thing tht I could not understand. And thts…. y sourav ganguly was applaused ? this person was thr on the pitch for the longest time. He knew he was palying well , he knew he was in form . y didnt he perform? Infact he was doing nothing but just safeguarding his wicket. Well… the reason cud be tht he didn’t get proper support frm the batsmen at the other end ….but then u cant be a matchwinner just like tht. Can u?
Neways..all dreams n excitement was vanished. Mandira wasn’t soooo awesome anylonger and the weekend bash was pathetic. But hey …success can be considered relative smtms. Pakistan are out of WC 07 ..LOL..they lost to Ireland. And though my knowledge of cricket is limited but yeah I knw tht ireland is a debutant team n bangladesh stands smwhr ahead Ireland. So..guys don’t lose hope is the moral of the story. And I m sure all of u will be thr in front of ur tv sets tomoroow 5:00 pm holding ur breath n watching mandira..all again.
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I really wanna start this post too with LOL..as I always do. But I m just not able to convince myself for writing tht. I don’t wanna lie to the readers of my blog. That is y I wont lie abt my current status of mood by writing LOL.
Ummm..ok so here I go..
Three most important thgs in my life at this point of time are:
a) university exams
b) abt him
c) the third thg
well..to tell u the truth abt the university exmas..lol…I m doing gr8 ..its amazing. Even I wonder how ? so basically, I m happy at this front.
now abt tht guy. God..i don’t knw y this is happening. I don’t knw y he is behaving this way. I don’t knw y he is doing all tht. And I m completely helpless. I cant do nethg abt it. We havnt talked for last 10 days. I m clueless abt whts going on in his mind. C , dint I tell u he is silly.
And now the third thg. Well…hmmmmm…it is more important than nethg else.much much more important than tht guy. This is onethg tht I have been wanting for last three long years. My each n every effort have been in this direction only. I don’t have words to explain how important it is to me and how badly I want it. Here again , I m totally helpless. I have done whatever I could do . now all I have to do and all I can do is to just wait n watch. I don’t care if tht guy doesn’t come back to me ..( I do , I do) but this is one thing without which I don’t think I will be able to survive.
I donno whr my life is going to?
But me not a stupid gal. I m not gonna think abt the things I cant do nethg abt. So I m just gonna chill out n study hard. C ya .LOL...
I just read in a newspaper tht britney spears tried to hang herself to commit suicide.
She has been admitted in a rehab centre after she shaved her head . A source said tht she wrote 666 on her bald head and ran everywhr in the centre shouting n screaming tht she was antiChrist n a fake.
He also reported tht she is finding desperately in love with her ex Kevin Federline . She keeps talking to him on phone for hrs trying to convince him to come back in her life . Infact she is even planning to have another baby with him.
I have always believed tht love makes u vulnerable. Britney is just another example. She achieved each n every thg tht she wanted in a very young age. Perhaps wht she could not find was true love n more important than nethg else LOYALTY.
Everyone dreams of being rich n famous. To some of us it is our ultimate goal. But when u achieve wht u have always dreamed of u need someone with whom u can share tht feeling n tht happiness. U need to experience tht satisfaction of with someone u really care for. Someone who is truely urs . someone who belongs to u . who loves u for wht u r .
As they say The view from the top is always gr8 but thr can be just one winner.
The choice is urs, baby.
He is stupd. He is crazy. He is silly. He is idiotic. He is moron. He is insane. He is sweet. He is cute. He is lovable. He is charming. He is sweetheart. He is down to earth . he is…. simply awesome.
A gr8 speaker but an introvert. An average looking guy whose persona is irresistible.
The way he talks to strangers with such friendliness..thats awesome. But the way talks with the ppl he loves is shocking. He is rude. He is egostic. Smtms u may feel offended. But this is coz of his sense of insecurity. Coz the way he feels for u. he finds it difficult to show wht he feels for u. how important u r for him.
He is sharp. He is quick. He is witty. He is decent. He is calm, cool, composed n responsible.
His presence titillates me n I love that. His ignorance irritates me and I love that. His persistence makes me go insane and I love that. His hediousness drives me crazy and I love that.
He is magic. He is sunshine. He is …..wierd. he is lovesick. He is important to me . ummm…yes..more important than any other guy in my life at this point of time.
LOL…u knw wht..? I never read the article once I finish writing .not even to check for spelling n grammatical mistakes. I knw its funny n not justifiable …but that’s the way I m. neways wht else do I do while writing a blog.
TOPIC SELECTION:
Ummm…well..i have this habit of writing my personal diary . and I do that almost daily. whenever I feel that whtvr I have written today is not toooo personal n has got nothing else to do with others , I just pick it up frm my diary n type it in a word document. ( oh its damn tough….just to look into the diary after typing each line n that’s just not my style) . but I m just like those old ppl who just cant think properly while writng. I jst don’t find it saitsfactory.and then I just copy it to my blog.
HEADING OF THE BLOG:
Well…its easy. I just choose nethg that comes to my mind n don’t reaally think abt it. Generally I decide the heading after writing , infact, copying the whole article .
INTRODUCTION:
Hmmm… the toughest part. ( but definitely easier than copying frm diary). LOL…well….i cant describe how difficult I find it to start writing. N can do that when I m in a v calm mood. I mean the first to 2-3- lines ..thats the foundation of the whole article n I guess that’s y some of u find my blogs confusing. But thr is one more reason y u find my writing confusing . well that’s coz I want o write evry thg without divulging nethg abt my identity. But I cant help it.
BODY:
Just like that . it comes in the flow. Never really think abt it.
CONCLUSION:
Hmmm…that’s my fave part. I find it the most beautiful part of my whole blog. Reason..? ummm..coz really lie the way I conclude. I mean not in terms of good writing skills. But whtvr I write in the end …it comes str8 frm my heart..i don’t care nebodu else can understand wht I m trying to say . but feel like expressing like a thousand thgs in that one sentence. And that’s it. This is wht I write for. The height of creative satisfaction. ORGASM…..in context of this thing called writing.
LOL..
LOL…I was thr for an interview. But later on I came to knw that it isnt wort nethg . and I don’t think I will be acceptig thr offer even if they give me a call .
Neways….i ran into this friend of mine thr. We will call him mr.sincere okay. Well….we spent plenty of time thr. It was good . just the two of us and no one else. I knw that this guy likes me. He is mature . Yes much more mature than my silly n crazy friends (and I m no different). Mr. sincere wants a sincere gal ..a mature one.. and lol…and I don’t knw how he finds me grown up. Oh..i m crazy ..i try to act really mature with him.
Its not that I like him or nethg like that . no ..not at all.. as I have metioned this earlier also that a should be able to sweep me off my feet first. And I knw that Mr. Sincere is not the one for me. He is sweet , sexy , smart , and his knowledge is amazing. But thr is just one problem…..and that is ….. I m crazy. And at the same time I want him to like me the way he does forever n ever.
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