Lol…It’s funny! I was talking to the love of my life (read: boyfriend) on the phone, asking whether he read my previous post on the blog. He dint reply but told me to meet over dinner. Later, when I asked him again, he was like, ‘’ that was pathetic, ……(my name)…. What did you mean by those lines about…no mom and dad, no boyfriend…do you find it that suffocating with me? Well, I never knew. I am not asking you to change anything in that post but I m sure anybody who would read that blog would think that the blogger is really despo.’’
I kept smiling all the time as I dint know what to say.
Whatever!!
Well......I m posting after a lot of days. A lot has happened in this period. I Had my first industry experience. Have recently finished my two months summer project with an IT firm in Bangalore. Aah.. It was a lot of fun. Though they made me work really hard for the project giving a little stipend, the learning was great. Although I was working hard in the company I was amazingly happy. Although I was a thousand kms away from the love of my life for almost three months I was amazingly happy. The place where I was staying was actually a pigeonhole and I was paying a fortune for it ( huh...i hate Bangalore for being so so so oooo expensive a city).I was not really in touch with my college friends as we all were really busy with our summer projects. I was spending much more than I was earning. I was spending money like anything. Like never before ( which was one of my ..no..no ...infact my only concern during summers). And despite of all this happening to me...i was happy ..amazingly happy. At that time, I did not know why. I thought probably because after a lot of time, working pressure was very low. In an MBA institute you work day in day out. You have projects, assignments, mid trimesters, end trimesters, competitions, functions, what not. And on the top of that, when you find it hard to take out time for even yourself, you fall in love which makes you even busier. And thats why I thought that less pressure during summers was the reason why I was so happy. There, all I had to do was to leave for the office at 8.00 am and come back by 8.30 pm. And after that I was free to do whatever I felt like (however, then you dont have suitable time to do anything.). Anyways, I felt great to have a sleep of almost 7 hours and have fun with the roommates the rest of the time. ...My roommates...oh..I was seriously scared before moving to that PG place. I thought I wont be having anyone to talk to as I dint know anyone there and I m not one of the friendliest people one might know. And that was why I had taken 7 novels with me when I was moving in. But then.... ....I met these two girls there. Believe me, they are two of the best friends I have had in my life. The three of us enjoyed three months like anything. We all had Sundays off and that was the best part of summers. We explored whole Bangalore, we would go to malls, we would go for movies, to shop on streets, everywhere. We had also planned to go to a pub but then thought of scrapping the whole plan as we realized that it wasnt very safe to visit a pub without being in a big group. Anyways, we used to do make up together, used to buy trendy clothes and then to go shopping again wearing those trendy clothes. I thought that those were the days of my life. I thought may be because of the two of them I was so happy. But, its actually after coming back to hostel I have realized why I was so happy. There was just one thing about it. FREEDOM..!!! For the first time in 21 years of my life, I was staying on my own. No matter how much but I was earning on my own. I had no one to stop me from doing anything. I had no warden, no mom and dad, no boyfriend and no college friends there. I could do whatever I felt like. There was no one to tell me what was good and what was bad for me. I was all my own. Lol..and..being a marketing intern I was getting paid for roaming all around in Bangalore!! It was this feeling of freedom that made me amazingly happy during my summers. Well, all good things come to an end and so did this one. I am back to hostel with lots of projects, assignments, mid trimesters, end trimesters, competitions, functions, what not. In fact I am writing this blog and right before two hours from an SCM test. But hey that has not killed my happiness. I am excited that in less than 12 months I will finish this course and then I will be out in the free world, all again....!!!...who knows if miss my college days then..!
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